Too easy never falling

Published: 04/04/2026 at 10:00am

~ Too easy never falling looking preventively at other mistakes from a sphere of glass - believing to be more clever than others. Too easy learning on others’ failures while living in a comfortable zone. Too easy looking at a “dead body” targeted by the whole World feeling more shrewd to not falling on the same mistakes. Too easy being accomplice of the “system” being false and pretending to be on their own side while - in the deepest conscious - you would escape from it. Too comfortable keeping a feet into two shoes at the same time. Too hard instead, is being unique and strong in being their worst enemy - not losing the own identity and dignity for some pennies and useless, timeless benefit.

I always appreciated Internet, Web and P2P for the amazing and powerful power to share things, files, ideas and opinions - freely - in both the directions - taking and giving.

What instead I never digested is the knowledge sharing not agreed from both the sides - whatever the reason might be (imminent death, even if not appositely diagnosed) - without any benefit and compensation - especially for who has always been in a weakness’s position, poverty and disadvantages.

Being shorter in words, according to my opinion, wherever could bear a position of an unbalanced and unfair advantage despite others - it should be stopped and warned. Growing up - in terms of mentality, skills, way to think and act, capabilities to organise, schedule and manage tasks in spite of several adversities - shouldn’t be public and free. It’s called “intellectual property” - that could like or not, be worth or not. It doesn’t belong to you all.

Carrying on to cover you all - behind the repetitive and meaningless excuse: “You’re dying” leave me petrified. There’s no point in finding excuses like this one - when you all know that hundreds of thousands of people are dying every day across the World. Thousands of people are involved in crimes, suspects and investigations each day but anyone - differently from what is happening to me - is publicly “watched, observed and replicated” unti his skills, habits and unique characteristics were acquired and transferred in external projects and people without he could forbid it. It is not logic, fair. No matters what’s the goal, project. Without any consent it should be stopped. If I never knew a person, there’s no point that this one had to secretly know me if there is not common interest. Why should I be watched by someone whose interest doesn’t match and above all not correctly exchanged ?

Why my history - fully edited and distorted - should be watched, shared with someone I ever have known in person for future rewards, accomplishments and appearance when the hereby, perhaps won’t be anymore part of this planet ?

Why should a stranger apprentice lawyer be part of my deadly life story - learning all the time by me - for being in the future that shall take on her hands my cases, making her even become the person who took care of my interests ?! Who called her? Has she ever answered to my requests of conversations ? Have we ever met in person? Have we ever exchanged any video calls? Never. Therefore, respectfully - she should also stay so far from my life. I believe she thinks equally the same I am actually saying, if someone didn’t force her to make it for the luxury of the Nation.

Why should I share my intimacy with others without getting anything in exchange ?! For what incredible and crazy reason?

Did I ask you all to find me a girl?! I could pay a girl on the first provincial road and solve the dilemma, but being reasonably posed and logic - I avoid this loss of dignity - considering that also there and where usually I went time ago (hotels and flats) is fully manipulated by them. I would find only Italian actresses girls under-worn by foreigner girls.

Did I ask you all something? Do I have any moral, financial or economic debt with the country excluding my personal loans?

Did I ask you all to protect me (prior of April,8 2024) against anyone?

Did I ask you all to make me become more influential, famous or notorious, rich, entrepreneur, high skilled or something like that? I don’t think so.

Nevertheless, all this series of unwanted, undesired events are succeeding, happening.

Believe me! Who is feeling “covered”, protected and isolated from what I am going through - a day not so far - shall understand it too late. Today, I am your laugh and reason to take minutes of laughing, enjoying and breaks. Someday, you’ll understand what unreality I’ve been going through for years. And that day, you shall comprehend how much insane my life was. Think about it. Don’t smile. Don’t laugh and especially - if you can - keep yourself out of these people and requests even though could be well-paid and remunerated.

There’s no price to earn money on the others’ disgraces and injustices.

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